Finally today i started my training. Last three weeks i was just go for recovery and catching back my water feelings. Today was my 1st training since last year August. Although there was not really feel good but can consider as average because this was my 1st training session.
That really been a long time and today training had recall the feelings that i had when last fews years training life times. It had sweet,bitter and many kind of feels. It had also remind me the time i live together with my coach and inevitably there was also the cases that i wanted to forget or ignore but today they all flows to my mind together.
After my training, i try to ignore those feelings and stop to think about all the past. At last i think i have sucess half. There were still got something that i can't ignore although i had told myself that was useless to continue thinking and care about it. Today training also remind me that i had been a long time didn't contact my coach because busy with my study. I send a message to my coach but unfortunately she didn't reply my message. I was so MISS HER!!
Today was just the first training session, i knew that i need to find a way to sucessfull ignore those feelings because there will be many more training session in the future.
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