FiNaLlY

Finally and finally finish my midterm test.after two weeks finally finish midterm..so happy!!yeah!!^^
this two weeks very tired.have to study study and study.gonna get crazy within that two weeks,the worst is the last paper, calculus.

It is so tiring this two weeks.still remember the day bfore calculus exam, tuesday, stduy the calculus until late night,why?because no basic at add math and it is so hard for meto understand the calculus, ut is quite luckliy i get to know and understand some of the chapter bfore the exam.have to thanks carmen and tc for helping me.Thanks!!

althought finish midterm tests already,but there still got some tests and quiz that need to confront.well, will try my best!

hey friend, don't give up!

Today is the date that the result of KPLSM (Kursus Perguruan Lepas SPM). today is a very imporant day for my friend, YR. Start from yesterday, she already feels nervous.it is so suffering to wait the result. Unfortunalty, she din't get! haizh..so sad..

Teaching, was her ambition since primary school and did not change until now, although many of her relative and friends try to change her mind, but they failed! she was very interes in teaching, she feels happy when she was together with kids. She wants to be a teacher,and the only way for SPM students are KPLSM.

Those who interest, have to buy a pin number, and fill in the aplication form, after that wait for the result of interview. those did not get the interview chance can appeal for 2nd chance. after the interview, the only thing can do is wait for the result.

YR,have get the interview chance, and she do well in the interview,but unfortunaly she did not get a place in the KPLSM.it really a sad case..haizh..now,she was studying foundation in management in MMU, she is so hope that can get a place in KPLSM.but now she have to continue her study in MMU, while waiting the appeal;s result. i know that actually she don't want to study at MMU,somemore is the course that she not really interest,accountancy. i know that she is sufferng at MMU, but there was nothing i can do except encourage and consolation her.

YR,don't give up!!there still got a chance!!!

http://apps.emoe.gov.my/kplspm/twrkplspm/
for those who got apply for KPLSM can check for the result at this web.

TeSt! Assignment!!

Finally finish english and psychology midterm, but there still got malaysian studies and concept of calculus test waiting me. besides that, there still got three assignment have to complete. Arhh!! so busy busy..

malaysian studies test is 29th of june, next monday; calculus test is on 1st of july, next wednesday, besides that, calculus assginment have to pass up on 1st of july also. i think i will be crazy because og calculus.. malaysian studies due date is 10th of july, not longer already, and have to prepare for presentation and the slide show that needed when presentation. Besides this two subject, there is still got psychology report that i need to complete.

feel a bit stress now,because of calculus.y?because calculus test carry heavy mark, 25%..this test is very important, if can't score then will effect final grade..very worry about that.

well, now have to chiow..have to work hard for calclus liao..

The history of the middle finger

I found something interesting and share with you all at here.

Before the Battle of Agincourt in 1415, the French, anticipating victory over the English, proposed to cut off the middle finger of all captured English soldiers. Without the middle finger it would be impossible to draw the renowned English longbow and therefore they would be incapable of fighting in the future. This famous English longbow was made of the native English Yew tree, and the act of drawing the longbow was known as "plucking the yew" (or "pluck yew").
Much to the bewilderment of the French, the English won a major upset and began mocking the French by waving their middle fingers at the defeated French, saying, See, we can still pluck yew! Since 'pluck yew' is rather difficult to say, the difficult consonant cluster at the beginning has gradually changed to a labiodentals fricative F', and thus the words often used in conjunction with the one-finger-salute! It is also because of the pheasant feathers on the arrows used with the longbow that the symbolic gesture is known as "giving the bird."
IT IS STILL AN APPROPRIATE SALUTE TO THE FRENCH TODAY!

And yew thought yew knew every plucking thing.

ClImBed GuNuNg LeDaNg!!

13th of june 2009, i had climbed Gunung Ledang!! It is so tiring, but is really a great experience and i having fun. This trip was organised by Adventure Club, there were about 30 people participate this mountain climbing trip, included Miss Lilyan and Mr Wong (mayb spell wrongly the name). We depature from Inti at 5am and reach the Gunung Ledang at 7.50am, after that we put all our stuff to the campsite and gather at general office to listen to the information from the ranger. Before we start to climb, we have to fill a form to mention what we had bring and how many we had bring to climb up the mountain, such as, how many water bottol, how many food, how many torclight even have write down how many shirt we are wearing!! The people inchagered said when we came down from the peak they will check, if we less one thing we will be fined rm5 per thing, if get more also getting fined. i like what the hell,more or less also getting fined.

Anyway, we started our journey at 8.30am, it was so freaking hard at the beginning. We have to go through don't know how many staircase only reached check point 1!! oh yes, we have to pass through 8 check point only can reach the summit of mountain. After check point 1, i started to feel not well, i feel lke wanna vomit and dizzy, but i still remain committed to check point 3. when reached to check point 3, i wanted to give up,coz really not feeling well, but at last i din't give up and continue my journey. i feel lucky and happy that i did not give up if not i will not reach he peak and grain a great experience and memory.

There were also have some check point that we need to do rock climbing only we can pass through it. at first i got feels a bit scared, because this was my first time try rock climbing.Wei Seng, thank you for helping me when rock climbing, especially when we going to check point 7. the views at check point 7 are totally different with others check point, there were nice and colder than other check point. When we reached check pont 7, started to rain, at first we thoght we can continue to climb and feel dissapointed, but luckly the ran was small and remain a short time, so after the rain stop we continue our journey. We spent 5 hours to reach the peak of Gunung Ledang!!When reached there, feel very tired but feel happy also because at last i suceed!! We just spent half an hour at the peak for rest and capture photo, becausewe have to go don before the day getting dark.

When coming down from the peak, we had been separate to three group and most people at group one,because they are faster. then i was in the second group with Daniel, Tze Hwee, Derick, Anges, William, Yi Fan, Fang Hui, Miss Lilyn and a ranger. We been told by ranger that we need to spent 4 hours to reach the starting point!!it was so long and we all already very tired!!but we still have to go for it.so when we walking down, we chatting with each other so we not getting bored and will feel that we getting faster to reach.When we coming down, our group nearly went to the wrong way, luckly the ranger stopped us, if not i really cant imagine what we have to face!!At last, we reach at 6.30pm. after that we went back campsite and set up our tent and also prepare our dinner!!our dinner was maggie mee, egg, sausage, fish ball,vegetables and red bean.
after dinner,chatting awhile all of us went to the bed, because freaking tired already.

We leave Gunung Ledang the next day 9am. I feel happy and it is worth to participate this trip!! i get to know fews new friends from this mountain climbing. Fang Hui, Anges, William and Yi Fan, nice to meet you all!! oh yes, i have to thanks fews people also. Daniel, thanks for helping me take my water bottol for the whole climbing duration and also take care of me!! Tze Hwee, thanks for take care of me for the whole journey!! I won't forget Wei Seng also, WATER SUPPLIER!!haha..thanks for supply me water when i finish drinking my water o, you also very exhausting o,need to carry 4liter of water to climb the mountain.hehe..

This was a amazing trip!!my first mountain climbing!!it was a great great experince and memory!!

Grudge within Husband and Wife

This is a true story which has touched many readers. At here share with you all.
As it is quite a long story, reserve it (if you haven't got the time) and read it only when you are in a more relaxed mood.


Just two years after our marriage, hubby brought up the idea of asking Mother to move from the rural hometown and spend her remaining years with us.Hubby's father passed away while he was still very young. Mother endured much hardship and struggled all on her own to provide for him, see him through to a university degree.You could say that she suffered a great deal and did everything you could expect of a woman to bring hubby to where he is today.I immediately agreed and started packing the spare room, which has a balcony facing the South to let her enjoy the sunshine and plant greenery.Hubby stood in the bright room, and suddenly just picked me up and started spinning round and round. As I begged him to put me down, he said: "Lets go fetch mother."Hubby is tall and big sized and I love to test on his chest and enjoy the feeling that he could pick me up at any moment put the tiny me into his pockets.Whenever we have an argument and both refuses to back down, he would pick me up and spin me over his head continuously until I surrender and beg for mercy.I became addicted to this kind of panic-joy feeling.
Mother brought along her countryside habits and lifestyle with her. For example; I am so used to buying flowers to decorate the living room, she could not stand it and would comment: "I do not know how you young people spend your money, why do you buy flowers for? You also can't eat flowers!" I smiled and said: "Mum, with flowers in the house, our mood will also become better." Mother continues to grumble away, and hubby smiled: "Mum, this is a city-people's habit; slowly you will get use to it."Mother stopped saying anything. But every time thereafter, whenever came home with flowers, she would ask me how much it costs. I told her and she would shake her head and express displeasure. Sometimes, when I come home with lots of shopping bags, she would ask each and every item how much they cost, I would tell her honestly and she would get even more upset about it. Hubby playfully pinched my nose and said: "You little fool, just don't tell her the full price of everything would solve it."There begins the friction to our otherwise happy lifestyle.

Mother hates it most when hubby wakes up early to prepare the breakfast. In your view, how could the man of the house cook for the wife? At the breakfast table, mother facial expression is always like the dark clouds before a thunderstorm and I would pretend not to notice. She would use her chopsticks and make a lot of noise with it as her silent protest.As I am a dance teacher in the Children's Palace and am exhausted from along day of dancing around, I do not wish to give up the luxury of that additional few minutes in the comfort of my bed and hence I turned a deaf ear to all the protest mother makes. From time to time, mother would help out with some housework, but soon her help created additionalwork for me. For example: she would keep all kinds of plastic bags accumulating them so that she sell them later on, and resulted in our house being filled with all the trash bags; she would scrimp on dish washing detergent when helping to wash the dishes and so as not to hurt her feelings, I would quietly wash them again.

One day, late at night, mother saw me quietly washing the dishes, and "Bam" she slams her bedroom door and cried very loudly in her room. Hubby was placed in a difficult position, and after that, he did not speak to me for that entire night. I pretended to be a spoilt child, tried acting cute, but he totally ignored me.... I got mad and asked him: "What did I do wrong?" Hubby stared at me and said: "Can't you just give in to her once? We couldn't possibly die eating from a bowl howeverunclean it is, right?" After that incident, for a long period of time, mother did not speak to me and you can feel that there is a very awkward feeling hanging in the house. During that period of cold war, hubby was caught in dilemma as to who to please.In order to stop her son from having to prepare breakfast, mother took on the "all important" task of preparing breakfast without any prompting. At the breakfast table, mother would look at hubby happily eating his breakfast and cast that reprimanding stare at me for having failed to perform my duty as a wife. To avoid the embarrassing breakfast situation, I resorted to buying my own breakfast on my way to work. That night, while in bed, hubby was a little upset and asked me: "LD, is it because you think that mum's cooking is not clean that's why you chose not to eat at home?" He then turned his back on me and left me alone in tears as feeling of unfairness overwhelmed me. After some time, hubby sighed: "LD, just for me, can you have breakfast at home?" I am left with no choice but to return to the breakfast table.

The next morning, I was having porridge prepared by mother and I felt a sudden churn in my stomach and everything inside seem to be rushing up my throat. I tried to suppress the urge to throw up but I could not. I threw down the bowl, rushed into the washroom, and vomited everything out. Just as I was catching my breath, I saw mother crying and grumbling very loudly in her dialect, hubby was standing at the washroom doorway staring at me with fire burning in his eyes.. I opened my mouth but no words came out of it, I really did not mean it.

We had our very first big fight that day; mother took a look at us, then stood up and slowly made her way out of the house. Hubby gave me a final stare in the eye and followed mother down the stairs. For three days, hubby did not return home, not even a phone call. I was so furious, since mother arrived; I had been trying my best and putting up with her, what else do you want me to do? For no reason, I keep having the feeling to throw up and I simply have not appetite for food, coupled with all the events happening at home, I was at then low point in my life.

Finally, a colleague said: "LD, you look terrible; you should go and see a doctor." The doctor confirmed that I am pregnant.Now it became clear to me why I threw up that fateful morning, a sense of sadness floated through that otherwise happy news. Why didn't hubby, and mother who had been through this before, thought of the possibility of this being the reason that day? At the hospital entrance, I saw my hubby standing there. It had only been three days, but he looked haggard. I had wanted to turn and leave, but one look at him and my heart soften, I couldn't resist and called out to him. He followed my voice and finally found me but he pretended that he doesn't know me; he has that disgusted look in his eyes that cut right through my heart. I told myself not to look at him anymore, and hail a cab. At that moment, I have such a strong urge inside me to shout to my hubby: "Darling, I am having your baby!" and have him lift me up and spin me around in circles of joy. What I wanted didn't happen and as I sat in the cab, my tears started rolling down. Why? Why our love couldn't even withstand the test of one fight?

Back home, I lay on the bed thinking about my hubby, and the disgusted look in his eyes. I cried and wet the corner of the blanket. That night, sound of the drawers opening woke me up. I switched on the lights and I saw hubby with tears rolling down his face. He was removing the money. I stared at him in silence; he ignored me, took the bank deposit book and some money and left the house. Maybe he really intends to leave me for good. What a rational man, so clear-cut in love and money matters. I gave a few dried laugh and tears starting streaming down again. The next day, I did not go to work. I wanted to clear this out and have a good talk with hubby. I reached his office and his secretary gave me a weirdlook and said: "Mr. Tan's mother had a traffic accident and is now in the hospital."I stood there in shock. I rushed to the hospital and by the time I found hubby, mother had already passed away. Hubby did not look at me, his face was expressionless. I looked at mother's pale white and thin face and I couldn't control the tears in my eyes. My god, how could this happen? Throughout the funeral, hubby did not say a single word to me, with only the occasional disgusted stare at me. I only managed to find out brief facts about the accident from other people. That day, after mother left the house, she walked in dazed toward the bus stop, apparently intending to go back to her old house back in the countryside. As hubby ran after her, she tried to walk faster and as she tried to cross the street, a public bus came and hit her...I finally understood how much hubby must hate me, if I had not thrown up that morning, if we had not quarreled, if....In his heart, I am indirectly the killer of his mother.

Hubby moved into mother's room and came home every night with a strong liquor smell on him. And me, I am buried under the guilt and self-pity and could hardly breathe. I wanted to explain to him, tell him that we are going to have our baby soon, but each time, I saw the dead look in his eyes, all the words I have at the brink of my mouth just fell back in. I had rather he hit me real hard or give me a big and thorough scolding though none of these events happening had been my fault at all.

Many days of suffocating silence went by and as the days went by, hubby came home later and later. The deadlock between us continues, we were living together like strangers who don't know each other. I am like the dead knot in his heart.

One day, I passed by a western restaurant, looking into the glass window, I saw hubby and a girl sitting facing each other and he very lightly brushed her hair for her, I understood what it meant. After recovering from that moment of shock, I entered the restaurant, stood in front of my hubby and stared hard at him, not a tear in my eyes. I have nothing to say to him, and there is no need to say anything. The girl looked at me, looks at hubby, stands up and wanted to go, hubby stretched out his hand and stopped her. He stared back at me,challenging me. I can only hear my slow heart beat, beating, one by one as if at the brink of death. I eventually backed down, if I had stood that any longer, I will collapse together with the baby inside me.That night, he did not come home; he had chosen to use that as a way to indicate to me: Following mother's death so did our love for each other.He did not come home anymore after that. Sometimes, when I returned home from work, I can tell that the cupboard had been touched - he had returned to take some of his stuff. I no longer wish to call him; the initial desire to explain everything to him vanished. I lived alone; I go for my medical checkups alone, my heart breaks again and again every time I see a guy carefully helping his wife through the physical examination. My office colleagues hinted to me to consider aborting the baby, I told them No, I will not.. I insisted on having to this baby, perhaps it is my way of repaying mother for causing her death. One day, I came home and I saw hubby sitting in the living room. The whole house was filled with cigarette smoke. On the coffee table, there was this piece of paper. I know what it is all about without even looking at it. In the two months plus of living alone, I have gradually learned to find peace within myself. I looked at him, removed my hat and said: "You wait a while, I will sign." He looked at me, mixed feelings in his eyes, just like mine.

As I hang up my coat, I keep repeating to myself "You cannot cry, you cannot cry...." my eyes hurt terribly, but I refused to let tears come out from there. After I hung up my coat, hubby's eyes stared fixed at my bulging tummy. I smiled, walked over to the coffee table and pulled the paper towards me. Without even looking at what it says, I signed my name on it and pushed the paper to him. "LD, are you pregnant?" Since mother's accident, this is the first time he spoke to me. I could not control my tears any further and they fell like raindrops. I said: "Yes, but its ok, you can leave now." He did not go, in the dark, we sat, facing each other. Hubby slowly moved over me, his tears wet the blanket. In my heart, everything seems so far away, so far that even if I sprint, I could never reach them. I cannot remember how many times he repeated "sorry" to me. I had originally thought that I would forgive him, but now I can't. In the western restaurant, in front of that girl, that cold look in his eyes, I will never forget, ever. We have drawn such deep scars in each other's heart. For me, it's unintentional; for him, totally intentional. I had been waiting for this moment of reconciliation, but I realized now, what had gone past is gone forever and could not repeated.

Other than the thought of the baby inside me that would bring some warmth to my heart, I am totally cold towards him, I no longer eat anything he buys for me, I don't take any presents from him and I stopped talking to him. From the moment I signed on that piece of paper, marriage and love had vanished from my heart. Sometimes, hubby will try to come into the bedroom, but when he walks in, I will walk out to the living room. He had no choice but to sleep in mother's room. At night, from his room, I can hear light sounds of groaning, I kept quiet. This used to be his trick; last time, whenever I ignore him, he would fake illness and I will surrender and find out what is wrong with him, he would then grab me and laugh. He has forgotten that last time I cared for him and am concerned because there was love, but now, what is there between us? Hubby's groaning came on and off continuing but I continuously ignored him.Almost everyday, he would buy something for the baby, infant products, children products and books that kids like to read. Bags and bags of it stacked inside his room till it is full. I know he is trying to use this to reach out to me, but I am no longer moved by his actions. He has no choice but to lock himself in his room and I can hear his typing away on his computer keyboard, maybe he is now addicted to web surfing but none of that matters to me anymore. It was sometime towards the end of spring in the following year, one late night, I screamed because of a sudden stomach pain, hubby came rushing into the room, its like he did not change and sleep, and had been waiting for this moment. He carried me and ran down the stairs, stopped a car, holding my hand very tightly and kept wiping the sweat off my brow, throughout the journey to the hospital. Once we reached the hospital, he carried me and hurried into the delivery suite. Lying on the back of his skinny but warmth body, a thought crossed my mind: In my lifetime, who else would love me as much as he did?

He held the delivery suite door opened and watch me go in; his warm eyes caused me to manage a smile at him despite my contraction pain. Coming out of the delivery room, hubby looked at our son and me, eyes tear with joy and he kept smiling. I reached out and touched his hand.. Hubby looked at me, smiling and then he slowly collapsed onto the floor. Icried out for him in pain... He smiled, but without opening that tired eyes of his... I had thought that I would never shed any tear for him, but the truth is, I have never felt a deeper pain cutting through my body at that moment. Doctor said that by the time hubby discovered he had liver cancer, it was already in terminal stage and it was a miracle that he managed to last this long. I asked the doctor when he first discovered he had cancer. Doctor said about 5 months ago and consoled mesaying: "Prepare for his funeral."

I disregarded the nurse's objection and rushed home, I went into his room and checked his computer, and a suffocating pain hitsme. Hubby's cancer was discovered 5 months ago, his groaning was real, and I had thought that... the computer showed over 200 thousand words he wrote for our son:"Son, just for you, I have persisted, to be able to take a look at you before I fall, is my biggest wish now... I know that in your life, you will have many happiness and maybe some setbacks, if only I can accompany you throughout that journey, how nice would it be. But daddy now no longer has that chance. Daddy has written inside here all the possible difficulties and problems you may encounter during your lifetime, when you meet with these problems, you can refer to daddy's suggestion....Son, after writing these 200 thousand words, I feel as if I have accompanied you through life journey. To be honest, daddy is very happy. Do love your mother, she has suffered, she is the one who loves you most and also the one who loves me most..." From play school to primary school, to secondary, university, to work and even in dealing with questions of love, everything big and small was written there.

Hubby has also written a letter for me:"My dear, to marry you is my biggest happiness, forgive me for the pain I have caused you, forgive me for not telling you my illness, because I want to see you be in a joyful mood waiting for the arrival of our baby...My dear, if you cried, it means that you have forgiven me and I would smile, thank you for loving me...These presents, I'm afraid I cannot give them to our son personally, could you help me to give some of them to him every year, the dates on what to give when are all written on the packaging... "Going back to the hospital, hubby is still in coma. I brought our son over and place him beside him. I said: "Open your eyes and smile, I want our son to remember being in the warmth of your arms..." He struggled to open his eyes and managed a weak smile. Our son still in his arms was happily waving his tiny hands in the air. I press the button on the camera and the sound of the shutter rang through the air as tears slowly rolled down my face.... A fatal misunderstanding and the person who loves me the most in this world is gone forever..."Cruel misunderstandings one after another disrupted the blissful footsteps to our family. Our originals intend of having Mother enjoy some quiet and peaceful moments in her remaining years with us went terribly wrong as destiny's secret is finally revealed at a price, every thing became too late."........

TeSt TesT TesT!!!

TeSt TeSt TeSt!!! Test are around the corner..so many test!!haizh..Going to have english 101 midterm test at week 7 thats mean next week!! We are informed that we will need to write an 450 words essay on one hour time! Haizh, is quite hard for me to do that. Y? because i not enough creative and grammar not good. I need long time to think for my essay before i start writing it. Now i already thinking how i going to do the test and so worries about it already..

Besides english test, 24th of june, wednesday going to have psychology midterm test also..arhh!!! y all the test wanted to come together? psychology test cover from chapter 1 to 8..so many!! Have to start late night study already, if not scare can't finish study it. Have to remember many name and those cause and effect and also the brain function, how it cause human behaviour..really have to study hard for remember it!!

Calculus test!the subject i hate the most and the weakness subject also going to have test 1 in end of june or early of july..this was the higher percentes subject that i feel i will fail..but now i was trying to understand and working hard for it..i hope i can pass it!!really!!

Test are around the corner, i told myself that i have to study hard and try my best for all the tests!!Gambateh!!

Freaking Tiring Day

Arrh!! today damn tired!! why? because yesterday slept late and today woke up early morning untill night without rest.not enough sleep!! Just slept for 4hours only, wanted to skip morning class de (Psychology), but at last also went to class. You can imagine what i was at the class, dreaming, not really listen to what lecturer said about because too tired d. Then before ended the class, got a bit wake up so know that need to start our experiment report already. haizh..


Finally ended the class, then went bakery to eat. At first wanted to go back room to sleep, but scared can't wake up so din't go back lo. at last also cannot "tahan" fall in sleep at bakery..hehe.. then go for MPW, this more worst, i just open the book put it in front of me then dreaming and almost fall in sleep. After ended class sit at sidewalk cafe and chat with friends. Then time for Caculus. The subject i hate the most. Why? Because i very weak in calculate and i don't like Mathematics. I always wondering why must they make it so complicated, have to plus then divide after that have to subtract again.haizh..then got square root la, square la, cube la and many many more. So complicated, but what to do have to study also. This class was also same as the last two classes.


Finally ended my classes of the day, but not the end of the day. About 5.45pm i have to go training. So tiring, but i still hav to go. Today training i swim more long swim then sprinting because got no energy already. Finish my training program today at 7pm. After had dinner went back to room and do guitar practice. 8.30pm went cafeteria for adventure club trail council, is borinf actually. After that do my caculus assingment and then have supper with friends.


At last, i updated my blog and so happy that i can get to sleep after the whole day!! I don't ever want to have this kind of tiring day again!!

Guitar Lesson

Yesterday i had start my 1st guitar lesson, so happy.hehe..because i finally got the chance to learn guitar. I wanted to learn guitar since 2007, but because of some reason i cant make it at that time.





Guitar lesson was two hours at music room and there was about 13 people attend the class, there was also got instructor teach us. At first the instructor told us about the types of guitar. There got acoustic guitar, electric guitar, classical guitar, electric bass guitar and many others types of guitar. After that we learn about guitar construction and also the different of the types of guitar.





Guitar got 6 strings and we have to know how the Frets and strings are numbered before we begin playing. The strings are numbered from the lightest (thinnest) to the heaviest (thickest). The thinnest string is the first string, and the thickest is the 6th string. A guitar in standard tuning is tuned to E-A-D-G-B-E. This shows the 6th string to the 1st string. In other words. 6th string - Low E, 5th string -A , 4th -D, 3rd -G, 2nd -B, 1st -High E. There was so many we have to learn and it was hard for us to write down what was the instructor said so he wantes us to search online for more information.





After that we started to learn the chords. Guitar got many chords and the most familiar chords use in song was chord C. Many song started with chord C so we first leran it. It is quite hard to press it correctly, because as beginner we still not yet get used to it. I spend about 10 minit press the chord correctly. At the begining finger will feel pain and this was also the reason many people give up half way. After learn chord C, we started to learn chord D and E. I had some trouble when learn chord D, but at last i manage to over come it. The time pass very fast as we only learn three chords two hours already over. The instructor said the had no shortcut , we have to practice ourself everyday to improve ourself. The next guitar lesson will be next monday. I am looking forward to it.





http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Guitar#Guitar_construction_and_components
Here got information about guitar, those are interest can know more about guitar at here!

http://www.guitarlessonworld.com/lessons/index.htm
Can learn guitar online! Here got guitar lesson and exercise and video lesson!

OrbiNg Experience!!

Yesterday i had a different weekend, i joined a event thats organise by adventure club. I really had fun yesterday.

We depature from Inti at 7.30am by Inti Bus there was about 20 people participate in this event. We reached our destination, Gemas at about 10am. There were many games that prepared such as orbing 250 meter, water ball, outdoor archery and team buiding games. I am most looking forward to the orbing 250 meter!

Orbing 250 meter was the longest ride in South East Asia. How to played it? There was a big ball and we need to get inside the ball. The space of the ball was enough to let two people stay inside to play it. Inside the ball got provived belt and we need to belt up so that we won't collision our partner when the ball rolling. We also got choice either wanted to play dry or wet version. I had choosed wet version.

There was really very great feeling. When the ball rolling, i can't see anything just can feel the water and also feel like stay in a washing machine. Feeling the water flapin me, and shout for fun when the ball rolling down. haha..Although whole body wet after ended the orbing but thats mean nothing to me, because it was very fun and great feeling. But the oc and the committe of this event quite pity, because they need to push the ball back from the end to the starting point and it was an incline! So pity them..

Adventure club next event is Batu Maloi cave exploration! Unfortunately i can't participate. If anyone interest can view adventure club's blog.

http://intiadventureclub.spaces.live.com/
This was the blog of adventure club, there will have photo of this event and other information for the event that adventure club will organise.

My First TrAiNiNg Session For 2009!!

Finally today i started my training. Last three weeks i was just go for recovery and catching back my water feelings. Today was my 1st training since last year August. Although there was not really feel good but can consider as average because this was my 1st training session.

That really been a long time and today training had recall the feelings that i had when last fews years training life times. It had sweet,bitter and many kind of feels. It had also remind me the time i live together with my coach and inevitably there was also the cases that i wanted to forget or ignore but today they all flows to my mind together.

After my training, i try to ignore those feelings and stop to think about all the past. At last i think i have sucess half. There were still got something that i can't ignore although i had told myself that was useless to continue thinking and care about it. Today training also remind me that i had been a long time didn't contact my coach because busy with my study. I send a message to my coach but unfortunately she didn't reply my message. I was so MISS HER!!

Today was just the first training session, i knew that i need to find a way to sucessfull ignore those feelings because there will be many more training session in the future.